Captains log

Stardate: day after yesterday, but not quite tomorrow.

As we set our course for tomorrow I realize that yesterday I had the same heading and and should of been to tomorrow by today but since yesterday WAS today yesterday, then tomorrow SHOULD of been today!

But it’s not.

That’s tomorrow.

So I’ll wait for tomorrow to get here.
So today can be yesterday.

I’ll always know where I’ve been, but never quite know when I get to where I’m going.


ABBY BLURB!
How can I describe how or what I feel when I look into those great big blue eyes? So completely trusting. Crying greatbighuge tears when someone else has her. But when mom or dad holds her just like that the tears gone. (unless she’s crabby, then all bets are off) Even with her eyes closed, It’s like she knows what it feels like when we hold her versus someone else.

I am a night owl. It’s my “energytime” (yeah I made that word up, kinda like the word thibbit but not really) if I have not had a day that took it all already. So to unwind, if I’m not already unraveled, I get to feed and hold her till she falls asleep. I find that after she fades to dreams that I still need to hold tight till she goes completely limp or else she will fuss as soon as she gets in the crib.

But if I wait, she won’t even need a pacifier. She doesn’t even move when I put her into her crib.

I love it.

In other news, NOTHING else is new. This is why I haven’t written in like FOREVER.

Wife is fine.
Work is fine.
Home is fine.
Puppies are fine.
Jeep needs fixed.
Trails need mowed.

Such is life In Kansas.

It’s been somewhere around five years now since I moved here. I don’t remember exactly when. I think about a lot of you that are reading this now. Al least the ones who still read this after a two month slumber. That’s more like a hibernation.

SIDE NOTE
I should totally change the name of this blog to sleeping bear.
OR not
yeah probably not.